Y r things so weird? :/and its been kinda weirding me out
so since tday i got to visit my middle school again i decided that i could act like my old self again
like how i was before i went to The Academy
nd well, basically thAt meant my mind set was 'okay i have 10 days, im gunna read as many books as they let me take'
although i didnt find the book i have been waiting to steal away for the past few weeks because it has apperently become "popular" another book that ive previously read caught my eye - Midnight Predator -
an amazing book (but i realized the last page was sorta cut off - but not a biggie)
nd so i read it all tday
nd yes it is a vampire book (can u blame me for falling for the romantic scenes u find in these books?)
but basically when i finished, i decided to look up the author (cuz she looked like a girl i used to know)
and so i found her site
nd i read most all of it
which of course made me want to actually WRITE my Faust story that i dont think i told u guys about (must make another journal about it)
ok back to the point
at the bottom of her bio site there was a link to her blog site
so wanting to know more, i went to it
found her last blog entry on the front page showed that she got engaged
so i read the next blog entry about it
nd shockingly shes engaged to...........another woman
:/
y?!?!?!?!?!?!?
y?!?!?!?!?!?!?
am i missing something here?
y does an amazing writer have to be lesbian?
y?
i just don't get it
i no im a total hipocrite cuz i think yaoi smtimes looks gd
but thats anime
nd i even saw a pic once of real yaoi (not the nude type :/ )
but in my mind it still looks like a manga scan
i cannot in my good sense accept that yaoi and yuri exist in real life
its not right
its not wat god intended us for
D<
and to top it off, being gay will send u to hell
yea
nd i dnt like to think about ppl going to hell (unless theyr like this guy qamar - see comment about social problems at top)
so yea
basically im shocked
nd ill probably feel sad later
once this shock wears off
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man, i dunno wat to say anymore
all i wanted to do was discuss Faust with any1 that wanted to help toss ideas >:/
nd then i have to find out this
thats just great
ook im gunna try to cool down
ttyl
bet ur thinking im a wakco who only rants on her dA account
im srry
i cant help it
Distressed
Devious Comments
And I'm not judging you or picking on you or anything, I'm just trying to understand your point of view. Because to me, all love is sacred and should be sacred in everybodies eyes. I'm just curious..
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"What's your Personal Quote?"
"Live Life or Eat a Rotten Shoe"
"HAHA! What the..!"
"Would you like to eat a shoe?"
"...No"
"Then live life, jackass"
And if you want to discuss Faust, drop me a note or something HERE on dA because I don't check e-mail or facebook anymore
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Trying to define life is like trying to define a rubber ducky - it just is. -- ~cast-shadow
This is why I don't believe the slightest bit in the so-called "God". Just because someone loves someone else who happens to be of the same sex means they deserve to suffer? WTF?
The bible says in it that should a man lay in bed with another man he'll burn. It also says that if a child lies or disobeys his parents they shall burn. If that were true, then humans would NOT exist at all! Because evry single kid has taken a cookie out of the cookie jar when they weren't supposed to.
I was interested in your Fraust book, but now.... I can't care less.
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I open out my wings of glass,
Up and towards the wind melted future.
So just please don't go,
Please don't go.
Wanna be close to you
Glass Skin by Dir en Grey
I wasn't trying to push my beliefs on anyone
I was just stating wat they are
although now i reread my journal nd i sound harsher than i intended
Technically, I'm gunna go to hell when I die too
just for how long is the variable
My problem is that I just don't understand it
I don't understand how its possible for someone to feel that way about someone of the same gender
You can like somone and have a great friendship, but what makes it so that it crosses that line?
:/
I can think I understand why the Quran says commiting a gay act is sinful
I mean isnt marriage so that u can have sex nd have babies? (i dnt mean to sound blunt)
I mean like u can love another person of the same gender without the urge to marry nd have sex can't u?
I think its more the act rather than the feelings that r sinful
Ukh, i really don't know
Im sorry if ive sounded offensive in this whole thing
I need to find the actual verse in the Quran that talks about this thing
Cuz my mom just told me its in there
she didnt show me the verse
I just really need to see the verse so I can clear up my confusion :/
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Yes. I am a Muslim and extremely proud of that fact.
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~cast-shadow is moonlight and I'm guiding light
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I'm always online... u think that makes me lifeless? Then u are too, since u took the time to think about that
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I open out my wings of glass,
Up and towards the wind melted future.
So just please don't go,
Please don't go.
Wanna be close to you
Glass Skin by Dir en Grey
about suddenly becoming disenchanted with your awesome author because of her orientation: you really liked her book, so i hope your view of her personal life won't interfere with your opinion of her artistic work... at least
"My problem is that I just don't understand it"
true. but... there are lots of things we don't understand. we're mere people. our lack of understanding doesn't *necessesarily* make it wrong...
AND
i'm not defending or going against. *i* don't know is right or wrong, and i don't know if i ever will. or if it even IS a question of right and wrong.
i do have friends who are gay and bi, and i know this much: the people themselves are definately NOT bad people. nothing they do in respect to thier sexuality is harmfull to anyone.
of course, religion can be a different matter.
i think you're right to follow what you believe because of your religion. but i also think it's good to try to understand other points of view... i try to put my feet in other people's shoes, it is hard sometimes
anyways...
sorry for the essay
nour WHY do you think you're going to hell?
sorry... fill me in
love,
rachel
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"In slow motion the flowers fell from my hand and shattered like glass, and when I looked in to the mirror, I was a beautiful milk maid. Then I woke up crying, and I don't know why."
there are probably diffent views, but i'm pretty sure that God does not consider all sexual feelings sin. considering he made them...
sexual feelings ≠ lust
just my thoughts
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"In slow motion the flowers fell from my hand and shattered like glass, and when I looked in to the mirror, I was a beautiful milk maid. Then I woke up crying, and I don't know why."
To something that you said.
"its not right
its not wat god intended us for"
If this were the case, why would this so called "god" have put pedophiles, rapists, murderers and thieves (to name a few) here? Isn't that just as bad, if not worse?
You also say that "being gay will send u to hell"
Speaking as a lesbian myself, If i'm going to hell for being in love with my girlfriend, and being happy, rather than hiding my feelings and wishing i was happy when i wouldn't be, then so be it. But honestly, if we get sent to hell for that, then a whole lot of people are going to hell for a lot less. It's like a guy going out and killing someone. You think he'd be sent into hell or some form of damnation depending on what your beliefs are, but if thats the case no ones going to heaven, everyone is predetermined to go to hell. Minus the few who may repent for what they've done. But why should you have to repent for being happy in your life? For not living in the shadows unhappy and quite possibly alone?
I get that you don't understand it. But before calling someone out on it, like above with Ameila, why not take a little time to actually learn about it.
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Caught up in this madness too blind to see
Woke animal feelings in me
Took over my sense and I lost control
I'll taste your blood tonight
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I open out my wings of glass,
Up and towards the wind melted future.
So just please don't go,
Please don't go.
Wanna be close to you
Glass Skin by Dir en Grey
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